The past couple weeks have been busy for me. I have had family come to town, i’ve gone home to see my parents, I am writing papers for school etc. so please forgive me for the lack of posts as of late.
Work is going very well. I am very happy at my job and I get really passionate about it sometimes when I help someone do something totally cool that they had no idea they could. It’s a great opportunity.
This weekend, my visitor is coming. I am getting excited for his visit. I have found a few little things to give him as gifts that I know he will appreciate.
This past weekend was interesting to say the least. The guy who is visiting (my best friend) started dating someone. Now, I always get upset when he does simply because I still have some feelings for him. That is something that I have always known about and I have learned that it is something that I am just going to have to deal with. I take it way to personally when he finds a guy because I have a real fear of being replaced by someone else.
Anthony (who is now happily dating someone, congrats) and I spoke this week about him and his advice at the time was to sever the relationship with him. At the time, I agreed with him. It seemed that I was being used and that remaining friends with him would always leave me miserable.
I have talked to my friend and I think I have reached a comfortable place. I know I have to accept these new guys but there are certain things that I need to be okay with it all. He seemed more than willing to help out with that.
Honestly, I just want to take my vacation and have a good time. I really look forward to it all. We are staying in town for the most part. I think I am going to rent a car for the day and we are going to go to this really beautiful place that I know of down on the ocean. It will be fun.
I will be sure to post after his visit and maybe during it. Definitely check my Twitter feed because I will definitely be posting updates there.
